I think this is the first time in basically a year that I've logged on to deviantart. I'm struggling with the idea of just leaving all together because I have such good memories of certain things on here, especially FFM which literally brought me back on here today. I've thought about participating and I've thought, why wouldn't I participate? But coming on here, I feel like I'm looking through a lens at an ancient relic, something to admire, but not touch. I don't know if that makes any sense, but I feel a sort of distance from FFM now, not in a negative way, but in a way of, this just isn't my place anymore. I need to move over and let othe